After a year and a half or trying different procedures and medication I’m looking at 2 more surgeries. First 2 nerve oblations then a urethral reconstruction. This last year and a half has been **** and a blessing - I have a healthy beautiful happy and what seems to be the easiest baby girl. I call her our miracle baby because we I got hurt just days after our first try and had urethra problems for months before we would’ve been able to try again. I have been probed poked prodded and examined in detail usually in stirrups fully exposed to what always seemed like a bunch of cute nurses :surprise: i’ve Lost allot of things to include my other part time job, strain on the marriage, and sometimes just not being able to really take care of and interact with out now 9 month old because of the pain. I don’t get the interaction with other outside the house because I’m not working. And not working gets rumors flying. Oh and the weight gain, I’ve always kept busy, i can’t just sit around when I know there are things to be done. I went from full time work fulltime student and national guard and house work to - laying on couch or floor or in bed, I mostly lay or stand, sitting aggravates things. Clearing snow to make it to a urology appointment just about killed me. Anyways, I get on here and check the forum like 100 times a day because I’m bored as ****.